?Deceiving Eyes?

Well, it?s been three years by now
And I have yet to forget your face
My memory ?.cruel as ever
I?ve every line etched in my mind
At least as they were back then
You could say it was just another day
Not much different than any other
except that I saw you with my eyes
I saw you with two little kids
And a husband
I saw a family I wished was mine
I saw a family I knew I couldn?t have
I saw happiness and togetherness
And without a word I saw love
My curiosity somewhat satisfied
As to how you have been
Since I?ve been gone
My heart crushed and torn
For the love I had lost
But my mind was at ease
Knowing the madness could now end
Of wondering why
Why we never got back together
And for one brief moment
I felt at peace
Now that part of my life had ended
But that the remains could go on
I seemed to deal with it all fine
Until I looked as if to say goodbye
And realized it wasn?t you after all
feeling what I feel now?.
I kind of wished it was.